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Truthfully, I feel that I'm moving on from this phase of my life. It couldn't have come at a better time anyway. I'm done doing what I do now because I know it's not my life and it probably never will be. This isn't my lifestyle. All I do is 'go with the flow' because sometimes I don't know what I really want. One the one hand, I'm really glad these past few months turned out the way they did but I'm ready to put it behind me. Things that used to interest me don't really do the trick so much anymore.

Perhaps it's because recent events have led me to realise that I need a reality check. Sometimes the things you really want in life will never be because it's simply impossible. Yes, I believe in 'Impossible' because I need to be realistic every now and then. Or, another reason for me to believe this is that I will probably achieve what I want now later in life. It's still too early now to end up with a particular vision in mind when there's still so much out there to learn and discover. I'm just waiting for that right moment because I know it's not now.

Yes, emo spaz. Either that, or because it's the weekend, and I'm not with the same people I'm with on weekdays, I get that withdrawal period or something lol.