We will not go down in the night, without a fight.

Just had the longest day ever. It literally feels like I've just lived two days in a day. So I'll just summarise it for my own and your sanity

1. Woke up at 5AM to go to Cyberjaya (Kinna's house) with Dad.
2. Went to uni at 8AM for the bus to Mr.Lawrence's funeral.
3. Cried like a baby while I placed a single white rose on his coffin. He looked so peaceful.
4. Listened to his brothers eulogy and cried more.
5. Got to shake hands and speak to his family members :(
   
6. Stood with my fellow classmates+other students outside the crematorium with balloons in our hands and released them to the sky. I got a red one.
7. Went back to Uni and had lunch at Cyberia with Kinna, Mariah and Naz.
8. Came home with Dad.
9. Got ready for the Bangladeshi New Year event.
10. Picked Nisha up and left for uni.
11. Met Bushan and Zhi Wei (sorry if I spelled your name wrong) and sat back for the show.
12. Had supper at Saba'
    
13. Came home.

I really don't know how to put into words how today was like. I experienced so many new things and hung out with the best people I can think of. I've never felt such highs and lows in a single day. My limbs are aching and my eyes are swollen. I felt guilty about attending a party after the funeral but I would have felt worse if I had skipped either. I'm so glad I did what I did today :D

Also, something to ponder about. When you're close to someone. No matter what your relationship is with them, does it give you the right and power to put words in their mouth to your advantage? A friendly favour? Or spineless cowardice? You tell me.