Sorry la. I'm that bored.

Sometimes I feel that it's not my place to ask such favours and commitments off people. I know they're willing to do what I request but it's not in my general nature to ask favours from anyone. So when something rather large like this is concerned, it sort of changes my views on things and understand that there are people out there who would do things for me.

It's like, who am I to make such demands from someone? They're willing to just drop all their plans and hop along on my journey. Not a lot of people would agree to such an idea so quickly. Over a span of time, minds and opinions change though.

I can only hope that my trust and loyalty can help so far because it'd be very disappointing to have everything fall into shambles before anything happens.

I really want this to work out but if it's all just a joke, I don't know what I'd do.