Mine.

- rennylyleanna

Sometimes I think to myself, this may be a fairytale ... but it's MY goddamn fairytale. For once, I get to call the shots. I get to do what I want. I get to act and behave how I want to. Best of all, I get to smile and do it without feeling like someone's watching me. I want this. Not the guilded cage you've forced me into. However, I've been told: Who said anyone has the right to tell you what to do? You're not bounded to them. Who says they can tell you what or what not you should be doing, who you can talk to or where you can go. True. So I sit here and think to myself, maybe this someone has a point. I owe nothing to anyone. I mean, sure I owe certain people a large amount of gratitude but no one has a power like this to dictate another human's life.

I wake up everyday feeling more tired than I was the night before. It's a harsh reminder of 'welcome to a new day.' A day filled with more pain and more sorrows for you as you are in this situation of which you've put yourself into. What do you do now? Just lie down and stare at the four walls around you? Hoping they'll crush into you and you yourself fade into empty space? Oh, how I wish that were true. How I wish I could fade. To be nothing and then something. Reborn you could say.