Hona Tha Pyar

Yeah I realise both the images above are total contradictions of each other. I'm a little confused to what I want now. Do I keep quiet and let people I love pass me by, or reach out and call them and give them a friendly smile and ask them about their day?

I had a saudade last night. Some people who had the chance to sweep me off my feet never took it. And a lot of "What If's" danced across my thoughts all night. Then I reflected upon myself. Were there people I was supposed to talk to but didn't or did? Could I have made a major change in someones life but because of my ignorance, that chance slipped past me? Could I have met someone who was supposed to change my life but I brushed them off? And because of the nature of this, that chance will never present or undo itself again? Bah, too much thinking at this time of night with the mosquitoes feasting on my feet.

It's all overthinking.