I might be the last you know

This is how my laptop looks like. Endless files on Photoshop. Saved, re-edited, saved again, exported as PDFs, emailed back and forth. I can't take this shiz anymore. I've been working since 2PM and my brains are just about melted into salted goo.

I've been thinking a lot lately. Surprisingly amidst the workpile (which I am so sinfully avoiding), I have time to reflect and predict and all those things. I really feel like I should move out soon. Not in a the whole "Im being rebellious Mom and Dad hah!" way. I do feel like I need my own space to grow now. I spend most of my days away from home, and when I do get back it's always filled with negativity from all spectrum's. Maybe I've outgrown my welcome? I don't know. I just feel like I need to be on my own now. My own job, my own responsibilities and my own calls in what I do. I don't think I can contribute anymore to this household but more difficulties so I should just get out of their way.

Maybe I'm reading too much into this and there's nothing wrong at all. I don't know.



Went to MAYA with Ziad last night. Well, if you understand Tamil and are into the whole music scene, then I would think you had tonnes of fun. If you're like me, who expected it to be more like last years event which was more Hindi/English based, you would have thrown your ticket to the ground after ripping it up hoping that no one would be around to watch you pee on it (with Zain as my inspiration). It was ... bleh. I wish I had spent my RM20 on a meal at Dominoes (WHICH we would have done in the first place). Sorry guys, I ain't attending anymore MAYA's.



I swear to God, this poster is just ... yeah nevermind. The next event on my list: Halloween Night. Battle of the Freaks. Also held in Limkokwing. Party starts on the 4th of November. Hope it goes well. Can't take another letdown ;)