Muck Fe

Dunno how. Dunno where. I am going out tonight. I need to get my head out from the deep sludge I place myself into.

I hate certain people in university. The term 'friends' is such a lie. No one's your friend. They're just there to mooch of you and you them till you graduate then you never see each other again. Maybe that's a good thing. There are some people who you're never meant to see again. It's a mistake. Move on. Do not dwell on the goddamn past. There's new things to see when you're moving forward. Sometimes there's some mistakes you can't undo. I remembered that today while talking to Nabs in uni. Some people you can't un-know (unless you live in a facebook reality) and some actions you can't take back. I know how it feels. We all do. That simple regret never really goes away. As much as we'd like to think we've moved on from the past, there are moments in our lives when a certain image/word or sound may remind us of that time where we were blissfully "happy" in our ignorance.



Anyway, will stop eating for the next 2 weeks :(