Empty and tired

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Taken while driving down Cyberjaya. With Ziad behind the wheel. Phrawr!

I feel weaker and weaker as the semester roles by. I cannot wait for it to end. It has to eventually come to an end doesn't it? Why would I want to sit here and suffer any more? I need to do so many shoots and so much remains to be done, I'm screwed!

Take it on the flip side.

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Going into uni in an hour. I can wait. I can't be bothered to drive my butt down to Cyberjaya this morning for anything. I just feel like staying in and just dangling my feet off the bed while lying down and just dozing off. One of those days. Sadly, those days never happen on a Monday especially. It's a morning wake up call to remind us harshly that work awaits.

This weekend was a lot more productive than I imagined it to be so I'm hoping the fruits of my labour will pay off today when I go into uni and meet up with some lecturers. It would be a good way to end my day. No gym today as I told myself I'd train from Wed-Sun. We'll wait for the rest to fall into place. I got a pretty cool trainer called Nazrin. However, Nisha said he was the newest and pretty psycho when it comes to training. Oshit? We'll see how it goes.

I need to spend more time off the PC these days. I spend too much time looking at design blogs and tumblr to care about anything else and I really need to get out and see the outside world. Aside from the fact Mum drags my ass to Summit USJ everyday. I love it and all but I'm sick of that place. I need a break from it for a while D:

Daughters

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I finally got my elusive black maxi dress at Summit today. It cost RM40. Totes worth it I suppose as I've been killing myself trying to look for one for a bit now. I wore it to dinner and I'm heaps proud of it.

Also, I joined a gym today *insane gasps*. Fitness First. With mum. Technically it's her idea to get me to work out with her while she's there and as such, I could 'drive' her there. LOL. I guess that's probably why she got me the dress as well. No worries. So my routine starts tomorrow at 7.30AM. Yeah Mum insists we work out plenty early in the AM. Then she wants to go back again in the afternoon. I might pass on that session. :/

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Had a pretty good weekend spent with the loved ones. Albeit there was loads of drama. But everything is cool now and I'm really glad we sorted out whatever we needed to. It's been a really long weekend. I just hope I can cope up with all this. I can't lose focus now as my mind has been wandering for a bit now *guiltily*. I just don't have the mood to want to go back to university for a while.

Also, on a sad turn of events. Vinod passed away yesterday. I still don't know the details about it but from what Thinesh told me, he was hit by a drunk lady at Cyberjaya last night. It must have been after the Colours of Rang show. I was gobsmacked when I found out this morning. I sat in silence for a whole minute before I could come to terms with it. This man was a lovely individual who always brought a smile to anyone's face, even just by being quiet. I remember meeting him for the first time, having lunch with him, swimming with him and Thinesh at his apartment and even meeting him at Mayuri here. I cannot believe it. He is gone. I will miss you Vinod, for the short time that I've come to know you. May your soul rest in peace. :(