This time to keep.

I'm just. Done. My mind is so empty. My eyes are bloodshot. My coughing worse than ever. Not at ease. I wanna walk out. Walk out of life. Move on. Carry myself to another level. Let go. Forget. Freeze. Remember how I loved so much. Then I started to forget. I forgot how to love. It's a ridiculous feeling. It's a common human condition. To love. Right? Perhaps not. If someone pushes you so far to the edge, you may forget who you were in the first place. Is it their fault? I don't think so. Only you allow yourself to be pushed into a corner. Be brave girl, stand up for what you believe in. Even if people tell you otherwise. If your own heart tells you otherwise.



Take a listen. It's a song called Chori Chori by Meesha Shafi. Totally chilled out and just beautiful to fall asleep/walk about the neighbourhood to. I think I've zoned out to this song about 10 times today. I'm just so tired to think. Best way to get out of the zone is to get into it, through music. Of course another tune I'd zone out to is Is it Love by the ever-awesome Nadia Ali. Wouldn't life be so different if ...