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It's been a month since I've written. I don't even know how to summarize my month of May-April. I have all the words but they're just jumbled in between thoughts and fingers. Been interning for a month at Ganforhire. The internship period ends in a week. I've applied at different places so far. One thing I did learn at G4H is that I may not be cut out to be a designer after all. Yeah, when that sentence was given to me to ponder upon, I'll admit I was a little crestfallen. Not in a "the world has come to an end" way, but rather in a "what do I do now?" manner. I suppose I'll try out different industries which still plays a little to what talents I have. Question is, WHAT talents DO I possess? Hardly any now that I've roamed a little.

Can't wait to not work in Bangsar anymore. I don't hate the company, it's only because driving there every morning is a nightmare for me.

Another problem which has presented itself to me is my fitness level (or lack thereof). It's been a while since I've attended any gym sessions. I've gained a good stone or two I suppose. Clothes are getting a little stretched again and as you can imagine, I am freaking out. It's not that I've eaten more, I eat probably the same amounts I've always have, just not maintained my fitness. It feels strange to not have to wake up at 10 and haul ass to the gym anymore. I don't miss it but I know I need it. Oh, thighs!