Productivity please!

A.J. Mohacsy (Australia) - Portfolio

Not that timing matters or that I'm practically back to bumming around the home (and that my health has been on a roller coaster of a ride as of late) while being jobless, but that feeling has struck again. The feeling where you look at others around you who have been so productive in their fields and lives while you've been stagnant in doing ... well, nothing! I've seen classmates of mine getting themselves up and moving in their lives and careers and are loving (a term to be used loosely) it. No doubt there have been hiccups along the way but they've still come a long way since. What have I achieved for myself? Nothing much I suppose. A month's worth of internship? I don't even know if a month is counted for anything here.

Another thought which attacks the recesses of my mind is that, I don't know if I want to stay in the design field for now. I just want a job to pay off some bills ... haha I make it sound like I'm supporting a family don't I? Nah, I mean just basic stuff like gym payments and car maintenance. Just to take whatever load I can off Mum & Dad. That being said, I suppose I could get a small part time stint somewhere for a while to gather funds which have nothing to do with my field of study. That's what bothers me. Would it mean that my 4 years of University have been all for nothing if I just take a job which has nothing to do with it? Not even a proper 9 - 5 one but just a college kid job just to pay off small debts ...

Who am I kidding? I'll take anything I can get I suppose. There's no room to be picky anymore.