To be alone, with me.

365 Days. Different year, different person, different problem, different life.
It's been a rough journey getting here and my journey isn't done yet. I'm still on it and I am still figuring who I am inside (and out). I wish things had turned out differently. I wish I had done things differently and I wish I hadn't made the mistakes I have but it's made me who I am right now. I don't hate myself but I know I can be a lot better. I don't want to depend on anyone anymore. I don't need anyone. I just need myself. My own ideas, my own efficiency and my own strength. I can't rely on anyone to keep me happy/sane anymore. I did, and I am feeling the after effects of it. But as slowly as someone falls, they do come back up again and I'm hoping for that time to come along. So, moving on. Moving forward and never turning back.

Oh, Happy Birthday Alison :)