First of all, I found out earlier today about the demise of Amy Winehouse. I mean ... well, no one was really surprised. With that, I sat through an hour special on her life on E! and it was really sad to know how ... into her (ex?)husband she was. She was constantly stumped on by Cupid. So many song about one person. Hmm, I could probably write a million (lolbadjoke). In any case, Rest In Peace Amy. You really need it.

Secondly, I've come to realise today that closure is the mother of all medicines. It beats therapy. It opens your eyes and it lets you breathe. I had that moment this evening at dinner and it was amazing. I've never felt so open and freeing in my life ... OK I lie but you know. I loved it. No tears, no sobbing, nothing. Just me smiling and speaking and just letting it out and taking it in with no judgement or presumptions whatsoever. I loved today from beginning to end. And I shall end it on a good note and go to bed happy.



Goodnight world! :)

Saw it last week and it was almost as great as the book was. It definitely made me tear up really badly. It is definitely worth watching again ... and again, and again. Can't wait to get another invite (cause I'm too awesome to be seen walking into the cinema alone) to the movies just so I can persuade whoever it is that HP7 is the movie you wanna watch.

... I kid, I kid. No really. It IS the movie you wanna watch.



Bilal Khan came over to Malaysia a few weeks ago. I was kinda bummed I couldn't attend his show in LKW but in a way, I'm glad I didn't either. I can only imagine the awkwardness surrounding my presence at an event like that (random Chinese girls among the Pakistanis who more or less hate me). I still miss my days in Uni. Sitting in the plaza, wondering when class would start and when it actually did, wonder when I'd be let out to go home. Indeed, those were my days. Especially the desa ones ;)

I'm happy with how things turned out.

2 months have gone by; and not a single update here. That's embarrassing. In any case, a lot has happened since then (seriously I need to like, name my blog A Lot Has Happened Since Then because thats all I tend to say.) for instance, I got another job as a designer in a local Media Group called Redberry. I work with a team of really nice people. Two of them were from NTV7 (or was it Bernama ... crap I have to go ask them again tomorrow) and best of all, Fate! Yep, she was awesome enough to recommend me to her boss Ikmal for the position of ... wait for it ...

GROUP CREATIVE DESIGN EXECUTIVE

Yeah, that's my official title in the company (since they have another Jr. Designer in another department, we thought it would be a little awkward giving me the same title as his.) and I do pretty much what I did at Ganforhire but with a little more experience under my belt which always helps. My stint at Fitness First didn't go as well as I expected. I had a great training experience and made plenty of new friends. However, sales never worked for me I suppose. I don't like crunching numbers like that.



On a more personal note, my folks will be flying to Sabah tomorrow morning, which means more stuff for me to take care of (IE: sister). I don't mind all that. It's just the waking up and dropping her to school stuff I don't wanna do. But ah well, weights gotta be pulled after all. Suppose I should be turning in a little earlier. Paying more attention to my blood pressure level. As my bosses cousin passed a way a few days ago (RIP) due to low blood pressure it made me a little queasy about my predicament (lah, stop using big words!) as I have a slightly less than average blood pressure level. Getting more rest, working out properly and most importantly: looking after what I put in my mouth ... that last one needs to be paraphrased.

On that note, I've joined another gym! True Fitness in Jaya 33 shall be my frequent now as I work behind it and it's a mere 4 min drive (no seriously!). It's got a pool, tons of classes and it's huge. I didn't mind my first day there yesterday which was the complementary session with a FI. I got Steven (who told me he was from the UK branch of FF) and he was really helpful with stuff ... that I already know about. LOL! But it was fun. Looking forward to my new gym surrounding at True Fitness. With that, cheers to hopefully losing 10 kg's by December ;)