It all boils down to this.

I've gotten through it. I suppose. I'm keeping my mind occupied so I don't have the time to dwell on sadness and regret. I don't regret it. I'm happy I chose this road as it's taught me so much about myself. It's taught me how far I'm willing to push for a relationship and myself. How fair I will go for friends and how far I will go for family. It's taught me to prioritise well and not allow my emotions to dictate my choices. It's taught me how to properly handle work, personal and social aspects of life in a 24 hour day. It's gotten me thinking about my own well being. Thus, I have amped up my gymming schedule in order to upkeep my fitness levels.
I figured, there's no point trying to control things which aren't for your ownership anyway. I own this body and I own my own mind therefore I will take full control of it and improve myself to my own expectations.


PS: Zayeem got me a Bold 5. Phrawr!