barely holding onto you

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Ten (WHAT):

1. What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?
- I missed the match didn't I?

2. What did you do last night?
- Stayed up till 3 for some odd reason.

3. Who is the most important part of your life right now?
- My family + closests

4. What would you rather be doing right now?
- Sleeping.

5. What did you last cry over?
- *shrugs* something stupid I guess.

6. What always makes you feel better when you're upset?:
- Hmm, a good cry, someone to talk to, telly, talking it out.

7. What are your plans tomorrow?
- Go to uni. Pass someone's pressie over. Complain about my day. So on so forth. *sighs*

9. What are you worried about?
- Uhm, Uni work actually.

10. What are you looking forward to most in this week?
- *shrugs* I don't know actually.

Nine (HAVE-YOU-EVER):

1. Have you ever liked someone with a girlfriend/boyfriend?
- Yeah~

2. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- I guess so.

3. Have you ever played on a sports team?
- Yes

4. Have you ever been out of the country?
- Yes

6. Have you ever been backstabbed by a friend?
- Lulz.

7. Have you ever had the cops called on you?
- No~

8. Have you ever dated someone younger then you?
- Nope.

9. Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
- Oh yeah. LOL HP.

Eight (WHO):

1. Who was the last person you saw?
- Mum

2. Who was the last person you hugged?:
- Kinna

3. Who was the last person you called?:
- Mum

4. Who was the last person to call you?:
- Mum

5. Who was your first crush?:
- Uh, Kevin Sorbo?

6. Who was the last person to text message you?:
- Ziad

7.Who is the last person you texted?
- Ziad

8. Who did you last yell at?
- Ziad. LOL!

Seven (WHEN):

1. When was your last shower?
- This morning~

2. When did you last see your mom?
- 15 mins ago.

3. When was your last hug?
- Today

4. When did you last dress up?
- 2 - 3 days ago

5. When was the last time you cried?
- *shrugs*

6. When did you last go to the movie theatre?
- last week

7. When were you born?
- 18.09

Six (WHERE):

1. Where do(es) your best friend(s) live
- n/a

2. Where did you last go?
- Mayuri

3. Where did you last hang out?
- The mamak in Cyberia

4. Where do you go to school?
- Limkokwing Uni.

5. Where is your favorite place to be?
- Home.

6. Where did you sleep last night?
- My room


Five (DO/DOES):

1. Do you like someone right now?
- Yes.

2. Do they like you too?
- I suppose so. LOL!

3. Do you ever wish you were someone else?
- Sometimes.

4. Do you know the muffin man?
- He lives on Drury Lane

5. Does the future scare you?
- A lot.

Four (WHY):

1. Why are you good friends with you good friend(s)?
- Because they're stupid enough. LOL! I love em.

2. Why did you get a Facebook?
- peer pressure.

3. Why did your parents give you the name you have?
- I don't know. Grandma did.

4. Why are you doing this survey?:
- Dunno. Pass time.

Three (IF):

1. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?
- Mind reading.

2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?:
- Yes.

3. If you were stranded on a desert island and could bring one thing what would it be?:
- A cellphone to get off it.


Two (WOULD-YOU- EVER):

1. Would you ever be friends with someone again, who you promised yourself you never would be because they were mean to you?
- I might.

2. Would you ever shave your head to save the person you love?
- Uhm. I guess so :/


One (NAME):

1. Name a dream you wish to fulfill.
- Get my masters in RMIT Australia.

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YES IM BORED. No. LAZY. I should be asleep or working. Damn.

Saved the best for last.

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taken at a local nearby mamak. I kid you not. It's a real drink. We ordered it but they were out. Damn.

bruises heal and cuts will seal

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Give me the names of 3 objects or things you love most and why?
1. the aircon. for giving me sense of mind on hot as hell days.
2. the computer/internet. for keeping me connected with the outside world.
3. money. for financial stability and not materialism.

Give me the names of 3 objects or things you dislike most and why?
1. rent. for tearing down relationships among housemates.
2. toll booths. for extraction of funds from drivers.
3. action figures. serves no purpose.

Give me the names of people you love most and why?
n/a. they should know for themselves who they are :)

Give me the names of 3 people you dislike most and why?
LOL I'll just state why.
1. for being a psycho who wanted everyone to love them
2. for taking what was rightfully mine.
3. for being annoyingly close.

Tell me about something you really care about?
Hmm, I care about my family a lot. Though I bitch about them consistently, I still love them no matter what. They ARE my foundation.

Do you dream?
Who doesn't?

Can you remember your last dream?
Uh, no not really. I was too tired to think. I remember bits and pieces though.

What are your goals in life?
To succeed in my studies and secure a well paying job which I love with a comfortable living condition. LOL. no pressure.

How would you describe yourself?
A little dull but I always have something to say.

Tell me about your childhood?
It was fine. I loved it and don't regret anything.

Give me 3 places you would like to go on a vacation?
1. new zealand
2. liverpool
3. st.petersburg

Describe any accident you have seen or heard about?
Hmm. lady crashed off her bike into a car, catapulted into the air and broke her leg. that's one.

When was the year you were the most happy and why?
Probably 2000 because everything was going right for me at the time :)

When was the year you were not so happy and why?
2002-2007 cause it was high school.

What turns you on about the opposite sex?
LOL! Ethnicity (in a non racist way geez), accent, mannerisms, sense of humour, loyalty and trustworthiness

What turns you off about the opposite sex?
Ego, pride, sexism, stereotypical way of thinking, unconcerned about things that matter.

What scares you the most and why?
Failure. I don't think I can come up with a backup plan :(

What do you do in your free time?
Depends on where I am. But I'm usually watching the telly/online

Do you like chocolate?
Sometimes.

Do you like rainy days or snowy winter days more?
I get more rainy days than snow days so ...

Name 3 things in nature you find most beautiful?
1. streams/brooks
2. breezes
3. the still quietness of fall in the forests

Which is your favorite part of the human face and why?
Eyes. Because they really tell you about the character of someone.

Which is your favorite body part of the human body and why?
Hmm. Still the eyes.

What makes you bored?
Political debates -shrugs-

Which is your favorite four legged creature and why?
Dogs because they're just everything you need.

Do you like spicy food and why?
Yeah because I live in Malaysia. Nuff said.

Do you remember your favorite teacher?
Yeah. He taught me Art History and was really fun to talk to.

Which are your 2 favorite careers and why?
1. Graphic design because it's what I do best? LOL.
2. Photography because it's honestly one of the most interesting ways of meeting people and also gaining experience by being on location and going through all these things first hand.

Which is the hardest thing you ever had to do?
Let go of someone and move on.

When was the last time you lied and to whom and why?
Last night. Because some people don't need to know some things I do.

Tell me about something you really regret?
Not picking up Kinnas stalker in Cyberia LOL!

Tell me about a mistake you made?
Hmm. Going to a local high school. I don't know I just don't fit in that well here.

Tell me about someone in your family?
Uhm Hannah. She's my dowgy. She's such an amazing character and I love everything about her.

Tell me about your favorite book, magazine or comic?
Uh, I don't really have one :/

Tell me about someone you envy?
LOL. No point.

Tell me about something you’ve achieved?
A rather good GPA last semester haha. Sadly my course didn't offer scholarships. Boo.

Tell me about the worst punishment you had when you were a child?
Hmm, I had books flung at me. Boo yeah.

Tell me about your first kiss (if it is possible)?
It was unexpectedly expected. But it was good fun. I'd do it all over again LOL

Tell me about someone you really admire?
Nate Berkus. He's loved and lost loads but still is able to stand up at the end of the day and still make changes in peoples lives when he could have just left it all and gone missing. He's got that much heart/courage in him.

Tell me about the last movie you’ve watched?
Hmm, I don't even remember what it was O:

Tell me about a country you would like to visit most and why?
New Zealand. Because I'm a LOTR fanatic so go figure. Plus the scenery there must be to die for ... and I love sheep. LOL!

Tell me about your favourite music / song / band?
Hmm. Trading Yesterday would be one of them because whatever they sing just has this way of touching me and it just works so well.

Tell me about something you would happily do again?
See 5 questions above.

Name your 5 favorite foods?
1. Thai Steamboat (Johnnys)
2. Seafood Marinara (Lavenders)
3. Caramel Apple
4. Sushi
5. Banana leaf rice :D

Do you like to shop?
Kind of. Depends on the location.

How often do you go online?
As much as the next person.

Something or someone you miss the most from childhood?
Playing in the playgrounds every evening.

Are you usually late, early or right on time?
I'm usually a little late. I'm either really early or really late.

Are you happy with your life for the most part right now?
For now.

You can have one of the following two things: trust/love?
trust. :(

Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
I don't know. I guess I'd be too moody for myself. HAHA!

When and how was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt?
A few days ago.

What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
I don't know :( I haven't had to do either.

What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
people.

Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
no. I might actually kill them cause I don't know the technique.

Are you old fashioned?
On some aspects I am but not really.

Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a heart break or have never loved before?
I don't know. Sometimes I do feel it's better to have never loved.

If you could do anything OR wish for anything that would come true, what would you wish?
Go back to that "what are your goals in life" question ... those things.

Whats your middle name?
Don't have one.

How big is your bed?
Single

What music are you listening to right now?
Dave Barnes

What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number?
0000 ... wouldn't that be cool?

What was the last thing you ate?
Hmm, last night's dinner.

Who was the last person you hugged?
Michelle.

How is the weather right now?

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Top 10 Questions You Have Probably Never Been Asked:
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1. Why is a person who plays the piano called a pianist but a person who drives a race car not called a racist?
LOL! I don't know. Piano player sounds lame though.

2. Why is the man who invests all your money called a ‘broker’?
I need to go ask one.

3. Do bald men wash their head with soap or shampoo?
I don't think they do at all kan? Just water and ... polish. LOL!

4. What hair color do they put on the driver’s licenses of bald men?
I didn't know they DID that at all. Not in Malaysia anyway.

5. Why are the obituaries found in the “living” section of the newspaper?
They are?

6. Are one handed people offended when police tell them to put their hands up?
Hmm, I don't know. I wouldn't be?

7. How can sweet and sour sauce be sweet and sour at the same time?
oh it can!

8. I thought about how mothers feed their babies with tiny little spoons and forks so I wondered…what do Chinese mothers use? Toothpicks?
BAHAHAHA!

9. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP?
Fed ups. I like.

10. What if you’re in hell, and you’re mad at someone, where do you tell them to go?
GO DEEPER BITCH!

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Are you feeling guilty about anything right now?
Not at all. Well ok, there is something but I'm fine with it.

When’s the last time you had fast food?
Yesterday.

Who was the last person you got a text from?
Ziad.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I hope not :(

Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?
Well the nightie I'm in used to belong to Aunt. Babs but it's been decades since.

Are you excited for winter?
If we HAD winter.

Have you kissed or hugged anyone today?
Michelle. LOL!

Are you disappointed about anything?
Kind of. I wish some people would come clean about themselves.

How many cellphones have you had?
2.

Do you believe that there’s good in everybody?
I hope. I can only hope.

Do you like anyone right now?
Yes.

Is it okay if you kiss people when you’re single?
... I guess so?

When was the last time you saw someone attractive?
LOL. Hmm. Not too long ago actually ;)

Has someone ever made you a promise and broke it?
Kind of.

Whats something that happened at 12pm today?
Uhm, I came home from Damansara.

Is there someone you will never forget?
Absolutely.

What is something you currently want right now?
A simple answer from someone about something which has been bugging me.

What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
.. Hmm hug the pillow next to em.

How many pillows do you sleep with?
2

Is life good?
Could be better but it's fine for now.

How many people do you 100% trust?
Not a lot. A fair few.

Let me take you down cause I'm going to _______

I know somewhere I've done this before but I couldn't care less and will do it again :DDD

You know you've been in LKW too long when ...

Class no longer seems an obligatory duty to you.
Sometimes. It depends on the class. I hardly attended Comm Studies for obvious reaons.

Wings is the quintessential hang-out spot.
Nah, I'm down at 10-10

You always get up while talking on the phone for your friend to spot where you're sitting.
Sometimes. Just wave only la.

You criticize the very grit and soul of not only the university but also the country, yet you secretly like it and still stay there till the end.
Hahaha! Well I had intended to move on to Curtin this year but I guess this statement is true.

You never hand in your assignments on time.
Not true :D

In computer-aided classes, you never listen to the professor or open the required sites/pages, but always browse around Facebook.
HAHAHA! I remember doing this a lot during Fignon/Sailendra's classes. Mr.Sailendra was OK with it though. He told me to add him. LMAO!

You wander off in the middle of conversations while sitting at the plaza, looking at random passers-by and occasionally greeting the hurried class-goer.
I've never particularly wandered off. But people watching/greeting is a way of life there. Boo hoo!

You wait for the next Wednesday to go to Hops.
Nope. I think I'm gonna stay away from Hops thanks.

You are always on your feet and sleep-deprived towards the end of the semester because of "assignments".
That "assignments" line actually DOES mean assignments.

You never have your student ID (or it's not functional) when entering either the library or the computer labs.
I can't be bothered going into the library anymore.

You get stomach-aches from the hamburgers and MakanLah food in general, yet you still indulge in it.
I don't eat at Makan-Lah anymore. Occasionally fries only. Lesson learned during foundation :D

You only go to class to sign attendance and pretend to have been in class the entire time with a serious face.
HAHA! During Illustration/Life Drawing/Comm Studies. Those classes were a joke to me.

Deep inside, you want to shoot whoever chooses the funeral music being played on the campus radio.
HAHA! I remember someone played Amazing Grace during Raya. WTF?

Towards the end of the semester, your only questions for your peers are, "Are you going home?", "This place is fucking tiring, isn't it?", and "Did you book your ticket?"
*nods*

Deep inside, you want to tell the bands who play at the plaza to "fuck off" and leave you alone; not because their music sucks, but because the sound and acoustics of the open plaza are abhorrent.
YESM! I don't know what they were thinking when they put the stage there. The sound system is stupid.

You know at least 1000 people there.
Is this a trick question?

You talk about "drunk nights", "taxi rip-off nights", "high nights", "long sleepovers", "car rentals", and "clubs" all the time.
Haha. More like I listen to those who talk about them.

Street Mall is your only accessible outlet and hang-out spot of a different nature.
Nah, now got Saba' also. Occasionally the bus to Alamanda. But Street Mall is the easiest.

You smoke three packets a day at the plaza.
Not me.

You constantly ask people for lighters, and even though you can afford three packs a day, you can't find the sufficient funds for a lighter.
See above

Your mandatory second question (after asking the name) is "Where are you from?" when introducing yourself.
HAHAH! Absolutely.

You are sleep-deprived.
Most of the time.

You have a hangover on Thursdays and Fridays.
No. I don't go to Hops *winks*

You hate the university to its core for not at least flattening out the parking across the road and wonder "How the fuck could somebody charge you for that before?"
I never park there, so I'm not bothered. BUT I do wish they'd flatten it out once and for all.

You spend all your money your parents send you on an expensive phone, then somebody jacks it off you in a mall.
Haha. Touch wood.

You constantly talk of transferring to another university, when in truth you never would or will because Limkokwing, in reality, isn't that expensive and you'd just miss spending mindless hours at the Plaza.
Oh man, this is so true in it's own little way. I still don't mind transferring but I've got too much done here already. Plus yes, that Plaza statement. Damn.

You wander up and down the computer hallway looking for an empty lab to use and, when entering, you ask people silently whether they have class.
INDEED. Why don't they have free labs? Seriously? I mean we DO pay for the resource fees. Hallor?

You enter the lab even if they do.
Sometimes. If it's really important. Just ask the lecturer nicely and you're in.

Deep inside, you hate 10Ten for not employing faster and more efficient cashiers that don't laugh every time you want to buy something.
No one's laughed at me but still. I wish they'd move faster.

You start wearing graphic T-shirts (ones that say "I'm Your Ideal Lover", for example), so that people can notice you better.
Ah, I did this in my foundation year. NEVER AGAIN!

The black colors of the university contribute even more to the overall depression.
HAHAHA! I don't mind it.

There is a small, secret rivalry between you and a Multimedia University student over which university dominates Cyberjaya.
There always is.

The bathrooms are horrible and at odds with the enormous funds the university has.
Haha. You need to be smart on which bathroom you choose to enter.

You hate waiting in line at the ATM.
I don't.

You hate the guy who works in 10Ten because he constantly keeps giving you the impression that he is efficient by shuffling your change quickly.
He does? I can't be bothered to notice.

After four years of existence, the campus' tunnels and hallways look like Ancient Egyptian catacombs.
HAHAHA! Yesm! I freaked out at how dark they were when I first enrolled.

You hate it when it starts raining in torrents and you are about to go home.
Happens a lot.

You hate all the faculties of the university for not being able to accommodate students with more than one phone for calling the lecturers.
No kidding, and the phone looks like shit too.

You resort to asking other lecturers about your own lecturer instead.
Yeah. What's new?

You occasionally drop into the marketing department to cool off on a hot day.
Sometimes only with Kinna. HAHA!

The obligatory handshake is accompanied by a slight half-hug.
Boy do I know this.

You wonder, although they have notices about it, why the IT technicians never repair the viruses on the computers.
*shrugs* Stupid jackasses hired them.

You wonder why the printing room is smaller than your closet at home.
Because ... good question.

You are never too young or too old to study there.
*winks*

Sorry.

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01. if you could pick between vegas or miami, which one would you pick?
Miami. More beachlife please.

02. what would you do with a $10 you found on the ground?
Use it on gas/phone credit/food

03. whats one thing you can actually remember about kindergarden?
The food. Mee Hoon was awesome, Porridge wasn't.

04. did you cry at your graduation or smile because it was all finally over?
Haven't graduated Uni. And Malaysian Govt schools don't really practice the whole cap and gown thing.

05. do you prefer tanning beds or the sun?
Sun la. If you're from Malaysia, there's no other alternative anyway.

06. is chocolate really better then sex?
Hmm. Depends on when you're asking *winks*

07. what are two of your favorite movies?
The Pianist and The Lord of the Rings: Return of the King

08. does your life seem to revolve around drama?
It used to when I lived out.

09. whats a nickname you go by?
Al.

10. how do you calm down when your angry?
Just sit in silence. Try not to snap.

11. do you prefer to work hard or hardly work?
Who doesn't want to hardly work? Unfortunately for the greater good, one has to work hard *nod*

12. what are three places you want to see in the world?
The Colosseum in Rome / Santorini Island in Greece / South Island of New Zealand

13. a movie, or a long walk in the park on the first date?
How about dinner? LOL!

14. what are three things that you first notice on the opposite sex?
Ethnicity, accent and mannerisms.

15. would you ever date someone covered in tats & piercings?
It depends on the nature of those tattoos. Piercings ... I don't really mind but I'd rather he not be consumed by them.

16. would you rather a house on the beach or in the mountains?
Beach. Hands down.

17. would you rather have a huge walk in shower or a jacuzzi big enough for 2?
Walk in shower. A little more practical.

18. whats one of your pet peeves?
Body dour.

19. ever think Texas should just be a part of Mexico?
Ask a Texan :D

20. do you have to be the center of attention?
No way.

21. do you save your money or spend it the second you get your hands on it?
I save as much of it as I can.

22. are you a party animal or someone who’d rather just stay in?
I don't mind going out but I don't see the appeal in parties. A night out in the city is fine with me.

23. ever been told you are the life of the party?
Haha. See above.

24. if money wasn't an option, what kind of car would you own?
A VW beetle. Always wanted one. Or a mini cooper.

25. do you think you could actually survive the cost of living in cali or nyc?
Right now, no.

26. if you were stuck on an island, what would you bring with you?
My guitar, a swiss army knife, some lighters/matches, aaand a good sleeping bag. Goin' all Cast Away.

27. have you ever flat ironed your hair?
Nope.

28. have you ever been told your a flirt?
Uh. Not seriously? LMAO!

29. are you an adrenaline junkie or someone who likes to play it safe?
Depends on the situation but I'm mostly known for being a chicken so you can imagine.

30. do you like the heat or cold weather?
Hmm. I prefer the heat as miserable as it is.

31. what was your favorite cartoon as a kid?
Uh, wow. I can't place my finger on just one. Penelope Pittstop was one.

32. when no one is home, do you actually walk around naked?
No. HAHA! My house is pretty much exposed to the neighbours. Even if it wasn't, no thanks.

33. if someone held a gun to your head & asked you if you believed in god, what would you say?
Ugh. "DO YOU?!" ... *bang*

34. whats the one thing you were given as a child that you still have?
Hmm, some toys. They've been passed down to Michelle.

35. will you move away from your hometown anytime soon?
I hope so.

36. have you ever been to jail?
No.

37. whats sexier, tan lines or none?
Hmm. None.

38. do you actually like the smell of gasoline?
Sometimes :/

39. ever drink an entire bottle of tequila at once?
Nope. I don't think I've even had tequilla at all!

40. ever give a bum money?
I have.

What a lovely day to have a slice of humble pie

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1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling them how you feel, or looking into someone’s eyes when they are telling you how they feel?:

Personally I find it hard to look them in the eye when I'm talking.

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?:

You know, oddly it was in last night's dream. I dreamed that Mum took my camera and practically dumped it in a bucket of water and I was shaking in anger and called her so many names while she played ignorant. Very pissed. LOLOL!

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago nonstop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?:

Mum and Dad. Tell them I love them and will miss them dearly/if I do survive, I'll see them soon and to tell everyone else the same things.

4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?:

Honestly, I'd tell my closest friends and my parents would obviously know. So I'd spend the next month traveling as much as I can, spending time with my friends and family separately. Write them each a note and leave it for each of them (so sentimental kan?) and then when my time comes, we'll have a big gathering to just enjoy each others company and then, boom boom pow.

5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust:

Trust. Why be in love when you know it's all a lie? I'd rather be with people I trust and I know are honest with their actions. Too bad love doesn't follow but it just might. Haha.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dog’s life?:

Yesm. Without a doubt. I suppose I've been late for work many times before so perhaps I hate this job anyway LOL.

7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?:

I'd tell. Simply because ... see 5.

8. Your friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more then just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say?:

Depending on who he is. I'd either tell him let's give it a shot then and hopefully it all works our OR sorry but I don't think it'll work. But I will love them all the same. It'll just be a different kind of love. *shrugs*

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?:

Haha, as odd as it sounds, probably not.

11. Does love = sex?:

Not completely. But sex usually IS a product of love. Hence why people call it "making love". But if you're in it just for sex then perhaps you're in lust :0

13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?:

A few days ago actually. Who it was is personal. I had to tell them how stupidly they were treating me and that I'd stay away until that person got their problems resolved.

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?:

I've only been on one end of this question so it'd be a biased answer.

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?:

Hardest thing. Freedom. I have to be able to do what I want to do and when I want to. If I was confined to a place consumed with rules, I'd die. Breathing space.

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them? Who were they to you?:

My sister.

18. Imagine: it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?:

ANYONE.

19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?:

Uh. I don't know how to perform CPR anyway so I don't think I'd do it in case what I do might actually be the cause of death.

21. You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your reason for making the decision?:

MOTHER OF GOD. I simply cannot answer this. The whole "Grandma had a whole life anyway" thing is bullshit. And I'd never kill a newborn.

22. Are you old fashioned?:

Depends on what aspect we're talking about.

23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?:

I never expect anything hahahaha. Cheh.

24. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?:

Ugh. Hmm. Never loved at all. I can't explain why. It's just one of those gut feeling things. I don't need to walk around town with a broken heart. Envy is easier. LOL!

25. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?:

World Peace. No really. I think it's about time we all just stop doing what we're doing.

I found that I really love these quizzes. LULZ!

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Name your top 6:



1: Kinna
2: Nisha
3: Kavi
4: Anne
5: Rizal
6: Ziad

Number One:



What is the last party you attended with this person?
Party? We hardly ever DO. LOL. Probably like a swim party haha of 2.

What do you love about this person?
She's always around when you need someone to talk to. We lead similar lives in a different way. She's not your typical person :)

How did you meet this person?
One day at the beginning of Sem 3. I was depressed alone lol.

Is this person's phone number on your speed dial?
Uh I don't have anyone on it :/ cbb.

Does this person call you by a nickname?
Hmm. Let's see. Do you? Meowww. Moshi Doshi.

Numer Two:



Have you ever kissed this person?
Uh have we? LULZ.

What is this person's favorite store to shop?
Hmm Giant/SUMMIT? Hahah mana tau.

Is this person taller than you?
Yesm. Everyone on this list is.

Are you this person's number 2 friend?
Well technically there shouldn't be an order

Does this person know your parents?
Yesm. Well my mum.

Number 3:



What does this person drive?
A Saga/Waja. Pro-Proton la.

Have you ever danced with this person?
I guess so. LULZ! If you wanna call it dancing.

How long have you known each other?
Hmm. A little under a decade.

Did you go to school with this person?
Si.

Have you been on vacation together?
Of course. Many.

Number 4:



Would you consider living with this person?
I already have :D

When is the last time you talked on the phone to this friend?
Hmm. Dunno la. Not TOO long ago. But I can't remember.

Does this person have any siblings?
Sure. 2 sisters.

Where does this person work or go to school?
She works at Starbuckoos as I'd call it and goes to the same uni.

Does this person know any of your secrets?
Lulz. I guess so.

Number 5:



Is this person single or taken?
Single and ready to mingle? haha!

Does this person have any pets?
He used to have loads of cats. Now I don't know :/

Is this person a rebel or a rule follower?
I think he's a little of both :D which I love.

Rate this person's looks 1-10:
Rizals hot. Smoking. LOL

How old was this person when you met?
7. Some say 5. Depends.

Number 6:



Where does this person live?
Cyberia. Siberia as some would say haha.

Is this person promiscuous?
LMAO Is he? Hmm. He is to some level but then he shuts off.

Can this person sing?
No. OMG NO.

Have you ever broken the law with this person?
Hmm. Maayyybe.

Where is this person right now?
I have NO idea. Sleeping in his room?

Shit man this took SO long.

1. Kinna
2. Nisha
3. Kavi
4. Anne
5. Looi
6. Rizal
7. Bushan
8. Mariah
9. Ziad
10. Luke
11. Aroon
12. KG
13. Thinesh
14. Naomi
15. Lisa
16. XT

ONE
Whats his/her name? : Kinna?
Age? : Turning 21
Go to the same school? : Same uni.
Fav. color? : Uhm. Blue? (winging it here)
Fav. music? : LOL anything that strikes her fancy I guess. Oceanlab/Armin/Amr Diab/Nancy Ajram (or Arjam I forget)/random bouts of Arash LOLOL
Fav. movie? : Armageddon?
Fav. sport? : Uhm swimming?
How long have you been friends? : About 2 years
Why is this person Number 1? : Because she can be.
Is this your best friend? : I don't believe in that term.
Have you ever dated this person? : Uhm. Sort of. HAHA. No lah.
Spent the night with this person? : Yesm. One night only to be frank.
Been to this person's house? : NO MAN! WTF!?
Went someplace with this person? : Like every time we meet.
What was one of the 1st things you remember doing with this person? : Introducing myself.

TWO
Whats his/her name? : Nisha
Age? : turning 19 Bahaha.
Where are they from? : Here. Local :D
How long have you known em? : Uhm. 6+ years dah.
Is he/she one of your best friends? : -
Have you ever dated him/her? : Yeah. All the time. We even sleep together.
Where did you meet number 2? : School
Do you love him/her? : Nope. That's why she's on my list.
Whats the middle name? : Nicole
Does he/she play sports? : Does dance count ar?
If you could give anything to this person, what would it be? : A hug. And more money but I need some too haha.
Is this person going to be invited to your wedding? : DUH. If I ever get married anyway haha!

THREE
Whats this persons name? : Kavidha
Age? : 20
Have you dated this person? : Multiple times and cheated on her after that.
Do you love this person? : *rolls eyes*
How long have you known him/her? : 7 years +
What school do they go to? : School, SMKTSM and then ... Seafield kan? Now Taylors.
Is he/she your best friend? : -
What does this person enjoy doing the most? : Uhm. Stalking me. HAHAHAH!
Have you ever fought with this person? : Sure.
If you could get this person anything in the world, what would it be? : .. a trip to USA?
If you could go on vacation with this person, where would you go? : See above.
Fav. Color? : Green?
Fav. Singer/Band/Rapper? : Hah started la. List down a bunch of indie/unknowns + David Cook/Archuleta + a bunch of semi mainstream bands. LOL
Where does he/she live ? : 15 mins from my house.

FOUR
Who is this person? : She was my ex schoolmate/classmate/roommate/sexmate (KIDDING)/bitch.
How long have you known him/her? : Over a decade.
Is this person a male or female? : I did say "she"
Does this person play any sports? : Uh. I guess if she REALLY wanted to.
What does this person think of Britney Spears? : (how odd. her song just came on the radio). She used to be a massive fan kan?
Where did you meet number 4? : Hmm school. First grade. Bananas in Pajamas. That's all I'll say.
Were you always friends? : We were on and off friends in school. LOL biasala right?
Who is this persons best friend? : Mana tau. I don't bother asking these sorts of things.
Have you ever dated this person? : I slept in the same bed with her for months man. We're beyond dating. HAHA!
Do you love number 4? : *rolls eyes again*
Whats this persons fav. thing to do? : ... talk to her bf? o_O
What kind of car does he/she have? : Her mum's Matrix.
Would you do anything for this person? : Define 'anything' LOLOL!

FIVE
Whats this person name? : Looi! Or Yeen May to others.
Age? : 20
Where does this person live? : Uhm a few mins from my house. :D
How long have you known him/her? : Since third grade.
Do you care about this person? : Of course I do! Geez!
Do you plan on ever living with this person? : There were always plans but I hardly see her anymore :(
Do you go to the same school ? : We did.
Is this person going to come to your wedding? : SHE'D BETTER!
Where does this person work @? : Nowhere ... yet.
Whats a good memory of this person? : Hmm too many to think of. Numerous outings and trips and stuff.
Do you talk to this person on the phone? : Sometimes.
Have you ever done anything illegal with this person? : No O_O haha she's the last person to do shit with.

SIX
Whats the name? : Rizal
Age? : Turning 20
Where is this person from? : Here + Kedah right?
How long have you known this person? : Supposedly my whole life. HAHA
Do you plan on staying friends with this person? : Of course. Always.
Is he/she a good friend? : Indeed lah.
Would you do anything for this person? : Again, define 'anything'
Whats his/her fav. thing to do? : Scout for models? LOL
Do you love this person? : I love EVERYONE on my list la bodo
Fav. color? : Uhm. I has no idea. White?
What does this person think of Paris Hilton? : Haha probably not.
Have you ever liked this person more than a friend? : That's all in the past tho :D
If you could give this person 3 things in the world, what would it be? : Money, Sweden, Denmark. LOL

SEVEN
Whats this persons name? : Bushan aka Boobies.
Age? : turning 20
Does he/she play any sports? : Used to la. Now gym buff konon
Do you go to the same school? : We did.
Do you even like this person? : ... whut?
Whats this persons fav. movie? : Mana tau.
Do you talk to this person alot? : Depends but when we meet up, it's uber amazing.
Have you ever spent the night with this person? : Hmm. Nope D:
Would you go on a road trip with this person? : Yes. Any day.
Whats a memory you have of you and this person? : Uh, last night at Mayuris haha.

EIGHT
Whats this persons name? : Mariah / MZA
How long have you known this person? : Hmm 3 is years?
Age? : Uhm. 21?
Fav. singer? : Entah lah LOL. Too many.
Fav. color? : ... Green? Lime green? (guessing sial)
Do you love this person? : Stop asking this.
Would you do anything for this person? : DEFINE ANYTHING ALREADY!
Where did you meet this person? : Uh, at the Desaria pool. HAHAHA!
Nickname? : MZA, Mary Ann to some
Single? Taken? : I'ma leave it to her to answer this.
Any pets? : I guess not? D:
Best friend? : Hers? Uhm. I don't know?

NINE
Whats this persons name? : Ziad
Age? : 22
Any siblings? : SURE. Emmad! LOLOL!
How long have you been friends? : Wow. Not too long actually.
Do you trust this person? : I guess so :/
Do you think this person could be famous? : Haha he already is lah.
Any pets? : Yeah a whole host of dogs.
Is this person GANGSTER? : He ... USED to be?
Have you ever kissed this person? : Nope
Is this person one of your best friends? : -
Have you ever been to this persons house? : This tuesday I will be.

TEN
Whats this persons name? : Luke
Age? : turning 20
Do you love this person? : Uh. Tough question. Call it tough love. LOL
Is this person nice? : NICE?! HAH! Yeah lah. When he wants to be.
Have you ever dated this person? : No. Both of us would rather die.
Ever been in the same car with this person? : Yesm. It's always scary
Have you ever fought with this person? : Oh yeahhh.
Had any classes with this person? : We were classmates
Is he/she a good friend? : I guess so. Aside from all his shit remarks.
Do you think you can tell this person secrets? : No. HAHAHA!
How did you meet this person? : School.
Do you think there could ever be a relationship between you 2? : Fuck no.

ELEVEN
Whats this persons name? : Aroon
Any Nicknames? : Many. None of which I'll bother mentioning.
Age? : 20
How is this persons Personality? : Ever changing. But consistent enough for me to keep up.
Do you love this person? : Everyone does huh?
When and where did you meet this person? : School. Bastard.
Does this person make you laugh? : Yeah.
Does this person make you smile? : Well, when one laughs, a smile is sort of compulsory.
What is a good memory with this person? : Hmm guitar lessons?
What kind of car does he/she have? : Saga or something.

TWELVE
Whats this persons name? : Kay Gee
Age? : turning 20
Do you live near this person? : Right now, no. When he's in the country, yes.
How long have you known him/her? : Hmm 2 years +
Do you love this person? : Of course I do.
Will he/she be @ your wedding? : He'd be in charge if I can help it. HAHAHA!
Do you think this person would do good in the ARMY? : Uh. I dont' think he'd wanna be.
Would you do anything for this person? : Anything anything. define it.
If you could give this person anything in the world what would it be? : Hmm a great beeeeg HUG! And a cat for good memories.
Fav. famous person? : Uh. I don't know. O______O Who is your FAVE la?
Fav. color? : TAK TAU!
Is this person your enemy? : NO?

THIRTEEN
Whats this persons name? : Thinesh
Age? : Turning 20
Race? : HAHAHA. Yeendian
Do you like this person? : Of course I do.
Ever dated this person? : We slept together. HAHAHA. No really o__O
Is this person caring? : Yeah, very much so.
Do you trust this person? : Yes.
Ever kicked this person in the balls? : HAHAHA. No lah.
Any nicknames? : T-man / Tee / WOI! / Uncle
Pets? : Uh. ... our pet Mei Anne. LOLOL!
Ever went to the movies with this person? : Hmm no lah :(
Ever had a sexual relationship with this person? : ... see a few above. ... NO LAH! We're cool like that.

FOURTEEN
Whats this persons name? : Naomi
Age? : Turning 20
What school does this person go to? : Underdale or something like that. Now Flinders Uni.
Do you care about this person? : Shit duh.
Does this person make you laugh? : Always.
Does this person make you cry? : Always. AHAHAHA
How long have you guys been friends? : Hmm 4 - 5 years?
Do you trust this person? : Yes.
Would this person do anything for you? : She'd better. HAHA!
Would you do anything for this person? : I guess I better since I have her doing that for me. LOL

FIFTEEN
Name? : Lisa
Age? : 21?
Sex? : FEMALE
Has this person ever been your best friend? : -
How long have you known this person? : 4 - 5 years too.
Do you love him/her? : I love them all.
What does this person think of Chris Brown? : I don't know. Should I ask?
What does this person think of Elton John? : She might think he's cool. LOL with his ever ranging amount of shades.
Do you trust this person? : Yes.
Ever dated him/her? : No.
What do you call this person? : LISAR PERNIA! PERRNIAAA!

SIXTEEN
Name? : XT
Birthday? : 2308 LOL
Age? : 22? I forget.
Single? Taken? : I'm gonna assume she's single here.
Fav. Color? : Blue?
Do you even like this person? : Stupid question.
How long have you known this person? : 4 - 5 years
Do you go to the same school? : Naw.
Fav. music? : Uhm El Canto Del Loco? LOL
Do you care about this person? : Sure I do.
Where are they from? : Singapore.
Have you ever had a class with him/her? : Nope.

EVERYONE
What if 2 & 7 were dating? : HAHA. Like it's never crossed my mind.
What if 9 & 15 were dating? : Uh. I'd be uber happy for them?
Do 1 & 6 like each other? : Never met
Are 2 & 13 friends? : Of course. Perhaps more. HAHAHA! I'm kidding. Geez.
Do you think 5 & 11 would make a good couple? : OMG NO?
Who do you talk to the most on MYSPACE? : None of them.
Who do you talk to the most on the phone? : Hmm. Kavi/Kinna/Nisha/Bushan/Anne equally
Who have you known the longest? : Aroon,Anne and Rizal
Which 5 people do you think you will stay in touch with when you are older? : Kavi/Anne/Nisha/Kinna/Rizal/(add one more) Bushan
Who makes you laugh the most? : They all make me laugh in different ways.
Who makes you smile the most? : Hmm. That's personal :D
Last Hug? : Bushan
Last Kiss? : Uhm. O_O IDK.
Last Cuddle? : No one's cuddled me LMAO!
Last Sing-a-Long? : Singalong. Kinna at Saba' LOLOL!
Last Phone Call? : Anne
Last person you talked too? : Anne la.
Last person you went out with? : Uh. Bushan/Nisha/Ziad

Too much work

I swear, by the end of this semester, I highly expect to be:

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1. In Australia

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2. Chewing on a Subway Sandwich

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3. While texting on a Samsung Armani

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4. While fixing up an appointment with an independent designer for an art market in St.Kilda in Melbourne.

Or I will be veery unhappy.
Musings of a tired overworked Graphic Design student.

I'm fine without you now.

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LOL. Just for fun. I've always wanted to work with this image but never got the chance.
And I love fooling around Photoshop so, this was just something put together in under 15 minutes LOL.

Just another form of procrastination. I'm going to die come Monday. Watch me.

source for image

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Because I had to do something? Not gonna use this anyway. It's also just for fun

Because Friendster is THAT useful.

FOUR THINGS YOU PROBABLY NEVER KNEW YOUR MOBILE PHONE COULD DO

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There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival.
Check out the things that you can do with it:

FIRST
Emergency
The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112.
If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialled even if the keypad is locked. Try it out.

SECOND
Have you locked your keys in the car?
Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone:

If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their mobile phone from your cell phone.
Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the person at your home press the unlock button, holding it near the mobile phone on their end. Your car will unlock. Saves someone from having to drive your keys to you. Distance is no object. You could be hundreds of miles away, and if you can reach someone who has the other 'remote' for your car, you can unlock the doors (or the trunk).

THIRD
Hidden Battery Power
Imagine your mobile battery is very low. To activate, press the keys *3370# Your mobile will restart with this reserve and the instrument will show a 50% increase in battery. This reserve will get charged when you charge your mobile next time.

A: eh this one doesn't work for me lah :(

FOURTH
How to disable a STOLEN mobile phone?
To check your Mobile phone's serial number, key in the following digits on your phone: * # 0 6 #
A 15 digit code will appear on the screen. This number is unique to your handset. Write it down and keep it somewhere safe. When your phone get stolen, you can phone your service provider and give them this code. They will then be able to block your handset so even if the thief changes the SIM card, your phone will be totally useless. You probably won't get your phone back,
but at least you know that whoever stole it can't use/sell it either. If everybody does this, there would be no point in people stealing mobile phones.

ALSO ATM'S
PIN Number Reversal - Good to Know
If you should ever be forced by a robber to withdraw money from an ATM machine, you can notify the police by entering your PIN # in reverse.
For eg, if your pin number is 1234,
then you would put in 4321.

The ATM system recognizes that your PIN number is backwards from the ATM card you placed in the machine. The machine will still give you the money you requested, but unknown to the robber, the police will be immediately dispatched to the location.
This information was recently broadcast on CTV by Crime Stoppers however it is seldom used because people just don't know about it.

via friendster bulletin lar.

Last Christmas I Gave You My Heart?!

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Two albums I want now. Because these two bands have played a big part of my childhood ;D
I own them on MP3 but sadly, they have gone missing and I don't feel like downloading a whole album off a torrent site. So I think I'ma save money and try to buy it one day when I'm in Tower Records or Speedy or something. Go Darren and Ronan :D

Liverpool VS Chelsea at 3AM tomorrow morning. Aunt and Uncle will be joining us from PJ. When the match is over, we'll drive them home haha. I don't care if they fall asleep or something, I'm watching and yelling as loud as I can.

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thanks Photoshop and ImageReady

Everything I do

As usual, I compile a list of ALISON WANTS:

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01. Hansa Latrava is the latest design added to the Hansa series of bathroom faucets from Munich, Germany based Octopus Design. Who doesn't want a faucet like this right?

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02. Nice shelving units. Cause I don't have enough. *quick trip to IKEA*

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03. Tablet. Tablet. TABLET

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04. A beautiful country life, and a darling yellow cabinet, in Norway via Bo med barn. A simple cabinet will do just fine too. It's small things like these which makes a home beautiful. I love minimal pieces.

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05. Faber, a Netherland’s based manufacturer of fireplaces, have released some inspirational photos of their 2009 collection of fireplaces. Walaupun dalam negara ini memang tak perlu guna fireplace. Saje aje lah.

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06. And a sorry puppy.

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07. and a mischievous looking Craig Parker *hugs*.

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08. Day by the sea.

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09. Or a week in Santorini Island (Greece)

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10. A home with a view (and vanishing pool would be a plus).

God I'm marerialistic.

Till these broken years were healed

Did more browsing. And today's site is Lovely Package!

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Kevin Hockin from Boxed Water sent us some photos of their newly launched product. With a package that is more sustainable than plastic bottles, they’ll be giving away 20% of all profits. 10% to world water relief and 10% to reforestation foundations.

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Designed by Milk | Country: Sweden | Fonts used: Futura

“Swedish advertising agency Milk has turned the classic white Arla milk carton black.

It is a campaign for WWF’s Earth Hour. A worldwide event encouraging people to raise environmental awareness by turning off the lights for one hour.”

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Beautiful detailed packaging for Brooklyn based artisan chocolate brand, Mast Borthers Chocolate. If anyone knows who is behind this amazing design work please let us know.

Images via Shop Composition.

Fonts used: Metro.

afri

The drink has been around since 1931 and operated during World War II with dirty means a tough campaign against his greatest enemy, Coca-Cola. During the 1960s it seemed as if the African Cola was losing cola war in the German market. In an attempt to gain market share redesign was the bottle of Jupp Ernst.”

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“A concept bottle design containing pure alpine snow powder, without any additives used for aftershave ~ as nature intended. The target audience for this aftershave is for men who appreciate all in nature, for
example Sir David Attenborough.

The braille simply reads, ‘pure snow’ on one side and ‘aftershave’ on the other. Additional information is not necessary as it is what it is. The way the Braille falls down the bottle like snow is very deliberate, it is also molded into the glass, and this takes away an additional sticker.”

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Thanks to Aesthetic Apparatus for sending in this great work that they designed and printed for Andrews & Dunham teas.

Fonts used: Futura Black, hand lettering.

Seriously. If you're a packaging admirer, check out the Lovely Package. It's pretty solid stuff :D